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bodies again
03:17
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black filling up insides
until everything is gone
but sound always goes on
when they are gone is there an afterbirth
will they ever see the earth
through bodies again
sinking into ground like words rotting away
even memory will disappear someday
when they are gone is there an afterbirth
will they ever touch the earth
through bodies again
when they are gone is there an afterbirth
will they ever see the earth
i'd like to look at you but death touches everything
maybe one day we'll stop thinking
maybe we'll be bodies again
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unfinished
03:54
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hoping for the place i hated to save me
i don't think anything will save me
i think i'll die unfinished
no one gets an ending
we all stop in the middle
no way to wrap up nicely
and if i can't do everything in my life then why
should i even exist at all
open me up from the inside
you were almost something beautiful
look at everything you made
it was almost something beautiful
people i've loved will be sad when i die
but i don't wanna see them again for the rest of my life
don't listen to me all my words sound the same
nothing beautiful
open me up from the inside
you were almost something beautiful
look at everything you made
it was almost something beautiful
hoping for the place i love to save me
hoping for anything that i love to save me
begging for anything that i love to save me
begging for anything in this world to change me
i'll live unfinished
i'll die unfinished
hoping for anything in this world to change me
i think any way i try to live just wastes me
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get out of my mind
05:04
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drove to different houses
to avoid seeing you in mine
but your face sat on the little road when i got back
you looked fine
i'm so goddamn lonely inside my mind
and i can't stop thinking about the end of time
one day you won't exist and i'll have to try
to forget i knew you at all
so much space between the people i love and me
far away, inside, thinking about what's underneath
and you'll be gone, haunting me
you'll be gone, haunting me
i'm so goddamn lonely inside my mind
and i can't stop thinking about the end of time
one day you won't exist and i'll have to try
to forget i knew you at all
i'm so goddamn lonely inside my mind
and i can't stop thinking about the end
i'm sorry i'm not a better friend
i just can't breathe like this
will someone just hold me till my time runs out
till it all goes away
i wish i was someone else
i wish i could love myself
i wish i was someone else
i wish i could love me
i wish you would love me
but you'll never love me
you'll never love
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odd one out
03:57
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the world looks still
and not in a way that's kind
i must be losing my mind
it's normal to lose high school friends
but i keep losing them while they still love each other
i stand on the sidelines
odd one out, odd one out
they loved me
but they judged me
i don't love me
but i judge me
i can't do a normal thing without my brain breaking
squeeze my head, shut my eyes
till i start getting older
each year, another number
but i just keep feeling younger
can't act my age and i've never gotten better
odd one out, odd one out
they loved me
but they judged me
i don't love me
but i judge me
and i'm not good, i'm not kind, i must be losing my mind
they loved me, but they judged me
i don't love me, but i judge me
odd one out, odd one out
i'm not good, i'm not kind, i must be losing my mind
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Hazel Rain Bellingham, Washington
writer and musician. ❤️
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